Matthew 5:4 Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
God can provide the COMFORT that you need!
When Pastor Jesus started his gospel ministry, he was around age thirty just like me. I started my gospel ministry, Dare 2 Be Different International - www.daretobedifferentskn.com at age twenty one. His ministry only lasted for about three and a half years though, because we are all aware that the government of the day orchestrated his death because he was far too influential. Pastor Jesus rose again three days after, defied the SYSTEM and lives and reigns in the hearts of millions around the world, thousands of years after. Praise be to God.
Pastor Jesus' board of directors consisted of twelve common men who he called disciples. As they followed his leading, they started turning the world upside down with mega crusades near the mountains and on green pastures.
At one of these gospel crusades, Pastor Jesus taught what we now call the beatitudes. In one of them, he assured his mega gathering that things would not always be HARD. Things would not always be DEPRESSING. Life won't always be a STRUGGLE. He said in Matthew 5:4 Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
Global friend, I'm not sure of what you're going through right around now, but God wants me to tell you that once you ask Him for help, continue praying, reading your Bible and remain PATIENT, He is going to bless you and bless you indeed and provide you with COMFORT.
You've come too far to give up now. Stay focused!